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Hurricane

Verse 1

When you walked inside our house

Holding buckets, doused

The beat-up floors with

Wicked sleet

Did you even have a plan

A clear path to the street

Before you let the 

Waves eat

Chorus

Smother your cigarette

In rivers your cyclone left

Flooded empire mess

You promised me your best

You blew your second chance

(You blew your second chance)

Verse 2

Flesh torn by white cap tugs

Wet breath in our lungs

We came here for

Heartless fun


Let’s drown the white noise out

Chorus

Smother your cigarette

In rivers your cyclone left

Flooded empire mess

You promised me your best

You blew your second chance

Blink&missit

Verse 1

When I was 16, I wrote in my first leather journal

About the night when I laid in our combined vomit puddle

We had all puked in my parent’s kitchen trash can

Everclear, peppermint, Black Velvet, and watermelon

Now I’m 24, and every day my body hurts more

My back and hips ache even when I’m laying flat on the floor

I get stressed when I see my friends drinking on work nights

Makes me miss the girl who used to go to class high

Verse 2

But that’s what happens when your teenage dirtbag friends all grow up

You learn to stop drinking before you even need to throw up

All of the sudden everyone is getting 401ks 

No longer stuffing empties in the trunk “just in case”

The other night you asked me if I wanted to have a smoke

I told you it would hurt my tummy, and it wasn’t a joke

You laughed anyway, and then you grabbed my hand

Pulled me to the car and said I got a new plan

Bridge 1

We never tore our hometown down

We just might make our parents proud

It’s okay, we’re getting older now

Verse 3

So you’re driving us around, and I tell you to slow down

But you don’t like how I keep music turned up “so goddamn loud”

Your game is rigged, but losing means I’ll get home for my bedtime

Can’t keep it straight, is that your ibuprofen or is it mine?

You said you had a plan, and then you took us to the same bar

Where you go every Thursday, you’re their reigning trivia star

You got upset when I jaywalked into traffic

'cause now you have crushing fears about our deaths

Bridge 2

No longer shotgun beer

Weed makes me feel weird

You think I’m no fun

Bills keep stacking up

No time for things I love

I just want to run

Can’t function when hungover

Dates keep getting older

I’ll give up on staying young

Final section

Admit it, you think I’m no fun

I just want to run

But I’ll give up on staying young

Blunt

Verse 1

Hit the freeway at midnight

LED headlights

Leaving spots in my eyes

Flash my fucking brights

Start to miss the gravel roads

I thought I’d outgrown

Almost want to move back home

Stupid, restless soul

Chorus

Trying desperately to stay optimistic 

When no one seems to know what the point of this all is

Trying desperately to at least be realistic

With every part of me

Verse 2

Bella Bottega 

Finally saw Wonka

Cried when they found her mom

We all want to belong

Chorus

Trying desperately to stay optimistic 

When no one seems to know what the point of this all is

Trying desperately to at least be realistic

With every part of me

Verse 3

Takeout from my favorite Thai place

Sweetest basil taste

Stare at my changing face

New smile lines to trace

Delirium

Verse 1

Head up in space

Stars linger on your face

Astronaut

Daydream baby

Daisies kiss your feet

Don’t get caught

Love your perfume

As you dominate the room

Coconut

Luxury sin

Behind a doe-eyed grin

Such a 

Verse 2

I feel so lucky 

That we’re talking

Grab more drinks

As we sit there

I’m too far in to leave when I realize

That you’re boring

Verse 3

Tell me all about

Your trust fund

Unmatch you on Hinge

One and done

This always happens with crushes, I get

Delirious 

Verse 4

With every sentence

I’m losing patience

About to blow my lid

Verse 5

I don’t care about your book club

How you all loved “It Ends With Us”

Somehow you thought “Bones and All” sucked

You like to listen to the Weeknd on runs

Refrain

Delirium 

Delirium

Delirium

Delirium

Delirium

Delirium

Delirium

Melancholia

Verse 1

I’m experiencing love through grief again

I’m envisioning worst-case-scenarios again

Prechorus 1

To gauge my reactions

To prepare for when bad shit happens

Chorus 

The weight and calm of melancholia

Feels like home

The pain and dread when I’m calling ya

Feels like home

Verse 2

I’m playing out morbid moments while I fall asleep

I’m never able to scream for help when I’m asleep

Prechorus 2

To constantly brace for the worst

To ignore how it makes my stomach churn

Chorus

The weight and calm of melancholia

Feels like home

The pain and dread when I’m calling ya

Feels like home

Verse 3

I hate goodbyes, I miss everyone too much to leave

I already bought my plane ticket, so I leave

Prechorus 3

To find the scene and stare

To wonder if I care

Outro

The silence when I find you motionless

Feels like home

Biophysical

Verse 1

Hightops in the snow

Midnight, drive you home

Nowhere else to go

Parked outside the dorms

Knuckles cracked and torn

Sitting close for warmth

Chorus

The way you giggle and glance while you say my name

Pouring from your lips like divine praise

We don’t agree about god, but I could be convinced

Staring at you sometimes, holy incarnate

I would try any drug to make you think I’m cool

I’m anointed in crimes done to impress you

My friends think your virtues are dismissible 

But you’re pulling me in, it’s biophysical


Verse 2

Call you from the bathtub

Midday, getting fucked up

You claim you gotta run

Taught me to roll joints

Made our powerpoints

It’s all presentation

Bridge

I speak, you watch, you like my sound

You brag that you love going down

You met someone, you’re different now

I move, you watch, you like that

Verse 3

(Birthday candle wishes

For opinionated women

You like me)

Chorus 

The way you giggle and glance while you say my name

Pouring from your lips like divine praise

We don’t agree about god, but I could be convinced

Staring at you sometimes, holy incarnate

I would try any drug to make you think I’m cool

I’m anointed in crimes done to impress you

My friends think your virtues are dismissible 

But you’re pulling me in, it’s biophysical

Eden

Verse

Met the man she found on Tinder at the Gopher

Took him home after the concert, listened to Linger

Irish accent, quite a charmer, works as a carpenter

Truth or dare him, text his mother, tells her he loves her

Chorus 1

Bind his ankles and wrists

Spit in his mouth

As he begs for it

Slap him around

Hold him close while he sleeps

Catch a punch, he’s awake

Fight as he restrains me

But I get away

Verse

Met the man she found on Tinder at the Gopher

Took him home after the concert, listened to Linger

Irish accent, quite a charmer, works as a carpenter

Truth or dare him, text his mother, tells her he loves her

Chorus 2

Bind his ankles and wrists

Spit in his mouth

As he begs for it

Slap him around

Hold him close while he sleeps

Catch a punch, he’s awake

Fight as he restrains me

But I get away

Chorus 3

Fear is gripping my throat

He’s pinning me down

Keep saying no

I hit the ground

Sorry, he offers a hand

Claims he wasn’t awake

Eyes betray that he’s mad

This time I escaped

Not At All

Verse 1

Treat ideals

Like an art

Then say fuck it all for a paycheck

Attach your worth

To your career

Lose your job to automation

Chorus

Eroding, scrape my skin on the pavement

Erode me, taste my skin in the basement

Verse 2

Find a friend

Drag them down

Some poor kid thinks she can save you

Refrain 1

Can you feel it?

Not at all

Can you feel it?

Not at all

Can you feel it?

Not at all

Can you feel it?

Not at all

Verse 3

Go online

Start a fight

Trade despondency for rage

Chorus

Eroding, scrape my skin on the pavement

Erode me, taste my skin in the basement

Verse 4

Buy a gun

Draw the blinds

The whole world is getting darker

Refrain 2

Can you feel it?

Not at all

Can you feel it?

Not at all

Can you feel it?

Not at all

Can you feel it?

Not at all

Refrain 3

Can you feel it?

Not at all

Can you feel it?

Not at all

Can you feel it?

Not at all

2003

Chorus

Leaned back

Dark eyes

Crooked smile

Reckless

Secrets

Kind of night

Verse 1

String lights apartment, millennial taste

Floor sitting, knees up, your phone to your face

Cross-faded, friendly when I asked for your name

Smokey, comfortable haze

Chorus

Leaned back

Dark eyes

Crooked smile

Reckless

Secrets

Kind of night

Verse 2

Confessions to trade, new friend to amaze, tell me you met God

Got in a wreck, came close to death, found heaven in her kitchen

Ate a grilled cheese, celestial peace, revived by EMTs

We're bonded, I'm stunned, enamored and drunk, quick pause, liquor run

Chorus

Leaned back

Dark eyes

Crooked smile

Reckless

Secrets

Kind of night

Bridge

Backseat best friends

Intimate, anonymous

Orange glow ephemeral 

Oil painting, open window

Chorus

Leaned back

Dark eyes

Crooked smile

Reckless

Secrets

Kind of night

You Again

Verse 1

You said your buddy burned down your back porch with a barely-lit cigarette butt

I’ve been meeting all these people downtown who dig your dancing but think you’re too loud

Moved across the state for school

Put a spin on what you do

Got all these new shady friends with only one fucking common interest

Chorus

You pause to give your past a chance to speak

You play with wounded soldiers in your sleep

You paint a broken bridge before you leap

Verse 2

(You never answer when I call)

Sing along

To defeatist songs

“Basking in the Glow,” “Disenchanted”

With your ruffled hair

And your city air

You become a stranger

Chorus

You pause to give your past a chance to speak

You play with wounded soldiers in your sleep

You paint a broken bridge before you leap

Refrain

Will you ever be you again?

Will you ever be you again?

Will you ever be you again?

Will you ever be you again?

Will you ever be you again?

Will you ever be you again?

Will you ever be you again?

Verse 3

Grab a coffee and grin

Watch the ivy encroach on the suburban brick 

And you sit and you breathe and you poke your bruised knees

And you know you don’t need validation from me

Mix some tonic and gin

Watch the flush in your face make you human again

And you sip and you laugh and you let it all pass

And you know you’re already everything to me

Crashing

Verse 1

Winter winds attack your cheeks

Met up for the first time in six weeks

Start to question the things we thought were certain

If Bon Iver actually meant Rosyln

Why people buy flowers to watch them wilt

Keep striking matches just to let them burn out

Like how you said you hated kids

Last week you ran that past your therapist

He thinks you grew up feeling hated yourself

Prechorus

Every hand we see, we chew it up

Each time getting shocked, mouths full of rust

Empty contact list, we’re out of luck

Even roads turned to ruts

Only change your locks once you’ve been robbed

Overrated traits make you a fraud

Opportunity like a rabid dog

On your heels, wanton god

Verse 2

Swimming in the pond again

Storm clouds circle overhead

I’m back at shore as soon as I spot lightning 

No one else is ever scared

I wonder if they’re brave or unaware

Simply getting groceries fills me with fear

Wear cruelty as armor

Let my stomps echo like thunder

Maybe then I’ll repel any minor threats

Bridge

Watch the waves come crashing in

Let ice water numb my hands

Seagulls swoop 

Stealing snacks

Sea glass trails down my back

Left-turn visions, crashing cars

The only lives we’d trade are…

Prechorus

Every hand we see, we chew it up

Each time getting shocked, mouths full of rust

Empty contact list, we’re out of luck

Even roads turned to ruts

Only change your locks once you’ve been robbed

Overrated traits make you a fraud

Opportunity like a rabid dog

On your heels, wanton god

Seedling

Verse 1

Spark in frozen dirt

Stubborn roots through the concrete

Soft baby bark

Sweet, vulnerable weakling

Scant vibrant leaves

Hopeful starry-night dreaming

Prechorus 

Dry soil, April frost, sharp wind

Trunk grasped by gentle hands, sun-kissed

Instrumental chorus

Postchorus 

June hail, bleeding sap, heat wave

Bald branches, arid nights, losing faith

Cruel laughter, slipping away

Instrumental chorus

Postchorus 

Fall breezes, crunchy leaves, relief

Ignoring the fight, tranquility

Verse 2

Stiff ivy post

Pitiful memory 

Twigs pulled for nests

Mournful remnants of being

Cobwebs

Verse 1

I know you in me, find my words, finger my lips

I wish you’d see me, open your eyes, rub in my spit

Chorus 

My tongue’s feeling rough and dry

From poking around your mind

My tongue’s feeling rough and dry

From licking cobwebs and lies

You’re pretending to be wise

But your tongue feels just like mine

Verse 2

I know your story, baby martyr with a god complex

I saw you sinning, ignore dad’s rules after his failed conquests

Bridge

Sly notes scrawled out on scritta

“Your eyes like doves”

Blood-stained palms, stigmata

“I’m faint with love”

The girl from Gibeah

“I’m faint with love”

I’m faint

Chorus 

My tongue’s feeling rough and dry

From poking around your mind

My tongue’s feeling rough and dry

From licking cobwebs and lies

You’re pretending to be wise

But your tongue feels just like mine

Chorus 

My tongue’s feeling rough and dry

From poking around your mind

My tongue’s feeling rough and dry

From licking cobwebs and lies

You’re pretending to be wise

But your tongue feels just like mine

Lemonade Stand

Verse 1

You would've beat that guy to death

If no one stopped you

You should've hung with me instead

That night, I wish we

Had met when we were little kids

We could've run a lemonade stand 

Squeeze the lemons all by hand

We could've run a lemonade stand

Chorus 1

Always dreaming of us running a lemonade stand

Talking profits, painting signs after sunset

Always dreaming of us running a lemonade stand

Sneaking out after dark to the swingset 

Lemonade stand!

Bridge 1

But it's all hands up, hands up

Hands up, hands up, guard your face 

Square up, learn to hold your space

Hands up, hands up, guard your face 

Verse 2

Your bleeding heart that never rests 

Choked up and venting 

We should go stargazing instead 

Tonight, pretending

We were best friends as little kids

Killing time at our lemonade stand 

Bright summer days, no other plans

Just chilling at our lemonade stand

Chorus 2

Always dreaming of us running a lemonade stand

Talking profits, painting signs after sunset

Always dreaming of us running a lemonade stand

Sneaking out after dark to the swingset

Switch it up!

Always dreaming of us running a lemonade stand

Talking profits, painting signs after sunset

Always dreaming of us running a lemonade stand

Sneaking out after dark to the swingset

Lemonade stand!

Bridge 2

But it's all hands up, hands up

Hands up, hands up, guard your face 

Square up, learn to hold your space

Step back, mind your fucking place

Hands up, hands up, guard your face 

Next Try

Verse 1

Wake up everyday

Jaw sore from clenching

Check my reflection 

Looking fucking fantastic

Everything you've ever wanted

Won't let yourself have it 

Got a self-loathing habit

Chorus 1

Say you'll come around next try

There won't be another time

Promise you'll come around next try

I promise this is goodbye

Verse 2

I'm starring in your wettest dreams 

You're begging for a bite of me

Feel my absence in your bed, baby

Bridge

Make me perfect 

It hurts, I want it

Mold me, change me

Devastate me

Chorus 2

Say you'll come around next try

There won't be another time

Promise you'll come around next try

I promise this is goodbye

Say you'll come around next try

There won't be another time

Promise you'll come around next try

I promise this is goodbye

Wingman

Verse 1

The saddest thing about me

Is I'd follow you anywhere 

I'd swim across poisoned seas

Just to catch a glimpse of you there

The most annoying thing about you

Is you wouldn't notice me

Swim the ocean, you saw someone else who is funny and gorgeous and not one bit like me

The most pathetic thing about me

Is I'd spend every night

Sleeping in front of your door with a knife, I'd scare away all of the monsters so you're not afraid 

The worst thing about you 

Is you wouldn't care that

I slept on threshold of your home to keep you safe from all the demons you conjure when I'm not there

Chorus 1

But I 

I'm your

I'm your wing

I'm your wingman

I'm your wingman 

Verse 2

The coolest thing about me 

Is that I could convince any girl at this party in ten minutes talking the only guy they should go home with tonight is you 

The worst thing about me

Is that I will persuade them to go fuck you upstairs while I'm sitting down here wondering why the only one you don't want is me

That's just the tragedy

To you I'll never be more 

Than the girl who helps you score 

I'm not charming like all the girls you adore 

Chorus

But I 

I'm your

I'm your wing

I'm your wingman

I'm your wingman 

Verse 3

One creepy thing about me

Is I imagine you coming into my room whenever I have nightmares, you get in the covers to hold me tight so I sleep

Another line I cross 

Is looking for danger ‘cause I know if I were ever in real trouble you'd feel obligated to come bail me out 

It's this risky thing I do

Where I'm so self destructive 

But I stay within reach 

So maybe you'll save me from me

Chorus

But I 

I'm your

I'm your wing

I'm your wingman

I'm your wingman 

Wingman 

Wingman

I'm your wingman 

Wingman

Wingman

I'm your wingman

Leash Out

Verse 1

My white-flag box is full of knives

I keep grasping for mercy

And emerging bloody

My forgiveness will be withheld 

Contained in the last handful of dirt

Sealing you in the cold, hard ground

Chorus

Get angry

Do something

Lash out

I’m hungry

I’m waiting

Leash out

(x2)

Verse 2

I’m always honey in your hands

I never stood a goddamn chance

You claim I lack self-preservation

Then of my fears you carve yourself invitations 

Chorus

Get angry

Do something

Lash out

I’m hungry

I’m waiting

Leash out

(x2)

Bridge

Masochistic men

Masochistic men

Can’t count on broken hands

All the blows I’ve taken for

Masochistic men

Masochistic men

Can’t count on broken hands

All the blows I’ve taken for

Masochistic men (together)

Masochistic men

Can’t count on broken hands

All the blows I’ve taken for

Chorus

Get angry

Do something

Lash out

I’m hungry

I’m waiting

Leash out

(x2)

Outro

Get angry

Do something

Lash out

I’m hungry

I’m hungry

Spare the Night

Verse 1

I think I’m getting tired

Of always being right

I’ll point that out to you

To start another fight

I’ll let you pick the bar

So I’m free to complain

Then I’ll pout at the table

I think you think I’m lame

You brought your Tinder date

You’re hoping to get laid

I’ll be a bitch to her

I’m acting super fake

Chorus

Give me back the twenty dollars

I lent you to pay your cover

I’m so sick of hanging out with

You’ve got all your dumbass friends

Gathered around to play pretend

They’ll say you’re cool, well I can see

The way you keep shifting around

Can’t find a corner to calm down

Spare the night, say you’re alright

Verse 2

I’ll keep ignoring phonecalls

Until I make my point

I’ll post an Insta story

To make another point

I’ll send you long-ass texts

Refuse to read replies

If I just keep on talking

I keep on being right

Chorus

Give me back the twenty dollars

I lent you to pay your cover

I’m so sick of hanging out with

You’ve got all your dumbass friends

Gathered around to play pretend

They’ll say you’re cool, well I can see

The way you keep shifting around

Can’t find a corner to calm down

Spare the night, say you’re alright

Bridge

Say you’re alright

I hate when you’re right

Say you’re alright

You’re alright

I hate that you’re right

Chorus

Give me back the twenty dollars

I lent you to pay your cover

I’m so sick of hanging out with

You’ve got all your dumbass friends

Gathered around to play pretend

They’ll say you’re cool, well I can see

The way you keep shifting around

Can’t find a corner to calm down

Spare the night, say you’re alright

Growing Pains

Verse 1

And it's easy 

When you know how it's done

To be happy-go-lucky, be somebody fun

I'm so draining

I think you should run

If you started all over, you'd have better luck

Chorus 1

It’s just growing pains

I’m stretching my legs

Nothing’s the same

It’s just growing pains

Verse 2

And it's messy

To truly be loved

To have people around when you're coming undone

You're so damaged

But you're learning to trust

Step outside with a smoke just to fill up your lungs

Chorus 2

It’s just growing pains

I’m stretching my legs

Nothing’s the same

It’s just growing pains

I’m stretching my legs

My dad calls them growing pains

But nothing’s the same

Bridge

I keep having these dreams…

Chorus 3

It’s just growing pains

I’m stretching my legs

Nothing’s the same

It’s just growing pains

Refrain

It’s just growing pains

It’s just growing pains

It’s just growing pains

It’s just growing pains

Outro

I’m stretching my legs

And nothing’s the same

It’s just growing pains