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Hurricane
Verse 1
When you walked inside our house
Holding buckets, doused
The beat-up floors with
Wicked sleet
Did you even have a plan
A clear path to the street
Before you let the
Waves eat
Chorus
Smother your cigarette
In rivers your cyclone left
Flooded empire mess
You promised me your best
You blew your second chance
(You blew your second chance)
Verse 2
Flesh torn by white cap tugs
Wet breath in our lungs
We came here for
Heartless fun
Let’s drown the white noise out
Chorus
Smother your cigarette
In rivers your cyclone left
Flooded empire mess
You promised me your best
You blew your second chance
Blink&missit
Verse 1
When I was 16, I wrote in my first leather journal
About the night when I laid in our combined vomit puddle
We had all puked in my parent’s kitchen trash can
Everclear, peppermint, Black Velvet, and watermelon
Now I’m 24, and every day my body hurts more
My back and hips ache even when I’m laying flat on the floor
I get stressed when I see my friends drinking on work nights
Makes me miss the girl who used to go to class high
Verse 2
But that’s what happens when your teenage dirtbag friends all grow up
You learn to stop drinking before you even need to throw up
All of the sudden everyone is getting 401ks
No longer stuffing empties in the trunk “just in case”
The other night you asked me if I wanted to have a smoke
I told you it would hurt my tummy, and it wasn’t a joke
You laughed anyway, and then you grabbed my hand
Pulled me to the car and said I got a new plan
Bridge 1
We never tore our hometown down
We just might make our parents proud
It’s okay, we’re getting older now
Verse 3
So you’re driving us around, and I tell you to slow down
But you don’t like how I keep music turned up “so goddamn loud”
Your game is rigged, but losing means I’ll get home for my bedtime
Can’t keep it straight, is that your ibuprofen or is it mine?
You said you had a plan, and then you took us to the same bar
Where you go every Thursday, you’re their reigning trivia star
You got upset when I jaywalked into traffic
'cause now you have crushing fears about our deaths
Bridge 2
No longer shotgun beer
Weed makes me feel weird
You think I’m no fun
Bills keep stacking up
No time for things I love
I just want to run
Can’t function when hungover
Dates keep getting older
I’ll give up on staying young
Final section
Admit it, you think I’m no fun
I just want to run
But I’ll give up on staying young
Blunt
Verse 1
Hit the freeway at midnight
LED headlights
Leaving spots in my eyes
Flash my fucking brights
Start to miss the gravel roads
I thought I’d outgrown
Almost want to move back home
Stupid, restless soul
Chorus
Trying desperately to stay optimistic
When no one seems to know what the point of this all is
Trying desperately to at least be realistic
With every part of me
Verse 2
Bella Bottega
Finally saw Wonka
Cried when they found her mom
We all want to belong
Chorus
Trying desperately to stay optimistic
When no one seems to know what the point of this all is
Trying desperately to at least be realistic
With every part of me
Verse 3
Takeout from my favorite Thai place
Sweetest basil taste
Stare at my changing face
New smile lines to trace
Delirium
Verse 1
Head up in space
Stars linger on your face
Astronaut
Daydream baby
Daisies kiss your feet
Don’t get caught
Love your perfume
As you dominate the room
Coconut
Luxury sin
Behind a doe-eyed grin
Such a
Verse 2
I feel so lucky
That we’re talking
Grab more drinks
As we sit there
I’m too far in to leave when I realize
That you’re boring
Verse 3
Tell me all about
Your trust fund
Unmatch you on Hinge
One and done
This always happens with crushes, I get
Delirious
Verse 4
With every sentence
I’m losing patience
About to blow my lid
Verse 5
I don’t care about your book club
How you all loved “It Ends With Us”
Somehow you thought “Bones and All” sucked
You like to listen to the Weeknd on runs
Refrain
Delirium
Delirium
Delirium
Delirium
Delirium
Delirium
Delirium
Melancholia
Verse 1
I’m experiencing love through grief again
I’m envisioning worst-case-scenarios again
Prechorus 1
To gauge my reactions
To prepare for when bad shit happens
Chorus
The weight and calm of melancholia
Feels like home
The pain and dread when I’m calling ya
Feels like home
Verse 2
I’m playing out morbid moments while I fall asleep
I’m never able to scream for help when I’m asleep
Prechorus 2
To constantly brace for the worst
To ignore how it makes my stomach churn
Chorus
The weight and calm of melancholia
Feels like home
The pain and dread when I’m calling ya
Feels like home
Verse 3
I hate goodbyes, I miss everyone too much to leave
I already bought my plane ticket, so I leave
Prechorus 3
To find the scene and stare
To wonder if I care
Outro
The silence when I find you motionless
Feels like home
Biophysical
Verse 1
Hightops in the snow
Midnight, drive you home
Nowhere else to go
Parked outside the dorms
Knuckles cracked and torn
Sitting close for warmth
Chorus
The way you giggle and glance while you say my name
Pouring from your lips like divine praise
We don’t agree about god, but I could be convinced
Staring at you sometimes, holy incarnate
I would try any drug to make you think I’m cool
I’m anointed in crimes done to impress you
My friends think your virtues are dismissible
But you’re pulling me in, it’s biophysical
Verse 2
Call you from the bathtub
Midday, getting fucked up
You claim you gotta run
Taught me to roll joints
Made our powerpoints
It’s all presentation
Bridge
I speak, you watch, you like my sound
You brag that you love going down
You met someone, you’re different now
I move, you watch, you like that
Verse 3
(Birthday candle wishes
For opinionated women
You like me)
Chorus
The way you giggle and glance while you say my name
Pouring from your lips like divine praise
We don’t agree about god, but I could be convinced
Staring at you sometimes, holy incarnate
I would try any drug to make you think I’m cool
I’m anointed in crimes done to impress you
My friends think your virtues are dismissible
But you’re pulling me in, it’s biophysical
Eden
Verse
Met the man she found on Tinder at the Gopher
Took him home after the concert, listened to Linger
Irish accent, quite a charmer, works as a carpenter
Truth or dare him, text his mother, tells her he loves her
Chorus 1
Bind his ankles and wrists
Spit in his mouth
As he begs for it
Slap him around
Hold him close while he sleeps
Catch a punch, he’s awake
Fight as he restrains me
But I get away
Verse
Met the man she found on Tinder at the Gopher
Took him home after the concert, listened to Linger
Irish accent, quite a charmer, works as a carpenter
Truth or dare him, text his mother, tells her he loves her
Chorus 2
Bind his ankles and wrists
Spit in his mouth
As he begs for it
Slap him around
Hold him close while he sleeps
Catch a punch, he’s awake
Fight as he restrains me
But I get away
Chorus 3
Fear is gripping my throat
He’s pinning me down
Keep saying no
I hit the ground
Sorry, he offers a hand
Claims he wasn’t awake
Eyes betray that he’s mad
This time I escaped
Not At All
Verse 1
Treat ideals
Like an art
Then say fuck it all for a paycheck
Attach your worth
To your career
Lose your job to automation
Chorus
Eroding, scrape my skin on the pavement
Erode me, taste my skin in the basement
Verse 2
Find a friend
Drag them down
Some poor kid thinks she can save you
Refrain 1
Can you feel it?
Not at all
Can you feel it?
Not at all
Can you feel it?
Not at all
Can you feel it?
Not at all
Verse 3
Go online
Start a fight
Trade despondency for rage
Chorus
Eroding, scrape my skin on the pavement
Erode me, taste my skin in the basement
Verse 4
Buy a gun
Draw the blinds
The whole world is getting darker
Refrain 2
Can you feel it?
Not at all
Can you feel it?
Not at all
Can you feel it?
Not at all
Can you feel it?
Not at all
Refrain 3
Can you feel it?
Not at all
Can you feel it?
Not at all
Can you feel it?
Not at all
2003
Chorus
Leaned back
Dark eyes
Crooked smile
Reckless
Secrets
Kind of night
Verse 1
String lights apartment, millennial taste
Floor sitting, knees up, your phone to your face
Cross-faded, friendly when I asked for your name
Smokey, comfortable haze
Chorus
Leaned back
Dark eyes
Crooked smile
Reckless
Secrets
Kind of night
Verse 2
Confessions to trade, new friend to amaze, tell me you met God
Got in a wreck, came close to death, found heaven in her kitchen
Ate a grilled cheese, celestial peace, revived by EMTs
We're bonded, I'm stunned, enamored and drunk, quick pause, liquor run
Chorus
Leaned back
Dark eyes
Crooked smile
Reckless
Secrets
Kind of night
Bridge
Backseat best friends
Intimate, anonymous
Orange glow ephemeral
Oil painting, open window
Chorus
Leaned back
Dark eyes
Crooked smile
Reckless
Secrets
Kind of night
You Again
Verse 1
You said your buddy burned down your back porch with a barely-lit cigarette butt
I’ve been meeting all these people downtown who dig your dancing but think you’re too loud
Moved across the state for school
Put a spin on what you do
Got all these new shady friends with only one fucking common interest
Chorus
You pause to give your past a chance to speak
You play with wounded soldiers in your sleep
You paint a broken bridge before you leap
Verse 2
(You never answer when I call)
Sing along
To defeatist songs
“Basking in the Glow,” “Disenchanted”
With your ruffled hair
And your city air
You become a stranger
Chorus
You pause to give your past a chance to speak
You play with wounded soldiers in your sleep
You paint a broken bridge before you leap
Refrain
Will you ever be you again?
Will you ever be you again?
Will you ever be you again?
Will you ever be you again?
Will you ever be you again?
Will you ever be you again?
Will you ever be you again?
Verse 3
Grab a coffee and grin
Watch the ivy encroach on the suburban brick
And you sit and you breathe and you poke your bruised knees
And you know you don’t need validation from me
Mix some tonic and gin
Watch the flush in your face make you human again
And you sip and you laugh and you let it all pass
And you know you’re already everything to me
Crashing
Verse 1
Winter winds attack your cheeks
Met up for the first time in six weeks
Start to question the things we thought were certain
If Bon Iver actually meant Rosyln
Why people buy flowers to watch them wilt
Keep striking matches just to let them burn out
Like how you said you hated kids
Last week you ran that past your therapist
He thinks you grew up feeling hated yourself
Prechorus
Every hand we see, we chew it up
Each time getting shocked, mouths full of rust
Empty contact list, we’re out of luck
Even roads turned to ruts
Only change your locks once you’ve been robbed
Overrated traits make you a fraud
Opportunity like a rabid dog
On your heels, wanton god
Verse 2
Swimming in the pond again
Storm clouds circle overhead
I’m back at shore as soon as I spot lightning
No one else is ever scared
I wonder if they’re brave or unaware
Simply getting groceries fills me with fear
Wear cruelty as armor
Let my stomps echo like thunder
Maybe then I’ll repel any minor threats
Bridge
Watch the waves come crashing in
Let ice water numb my hands
Seagulls swoop
Stealing snacks
Sea glass trails down my back
Left-turn visions, crashing cars
The only lives we’d trade are…
Prechorus
Every hand we see, we chew it up
Each time getting shocked, mouths full of rust
Empty contact list, we’re out of luck
Even roads turned to ruts
Only change your locks once you’ve been robbed
Overrated traits make you a fraud
Opportunity like a rabid dog
On your heels, wanton god
Seedling
Verse 1
Spark in frozen dirt
Stubborn roots through the concrete
Soft baby bark
Sweet, vulnerable weakling
Scant vibrant leaves
Hopeful starry-night dreaming
Prechorus
Dry soil, April frost, sharp wind
Trunk grasped by gentle hands, sun-kissed
Instrumental chorus
Postchorus
June hail, bleeding sap, heat wave
Bald branches, arid nights, losing faith
Cruel laughter, slipping away
Instrumental chorus
Postchorus
Fall breezes, crunchy leaves, relief
Ignoring the fight, tranquility
Verse 2
Stiff ivy post
Pitiful memory
Twigs pulled for nests
Mournful remnants of being
Cobwebs
Verse 1
I know you in me, find my words, finger my lips
I wish you’d see me, open your eyes, rub in my spit
Chorus
My tongue’s feeling rough and dry
From poking around your mind
My tongue’s feeling rough and dry
From licking cobwebs and lies
You’re pretending to be wise
But your tongue feels just like mine
Verse 2
I know your story, baby martyr with a god complex
I saw you sinning, ignore dad’s rules after his failed conquests
Bridge
Sly notes scrawled out on scritta
“Your eyes like doves”
Blood-stained palms, stigmata
“I’m faint with love”
The girl from Gibeah
“I’m faint with love”
I’m faint
Chorus
My tongue’s feeling rough and dry
From poking around your mind
My tongue’s feeling rough and dry
From licking cobwebs and lies
You’re pretending to be wise
But your tongue feels just like mine
Chorus
My tongue’s feeling rough and dry
From poking around your mind
My tongue’s feeling rough and dry
From licking cobwebs and lies
You’re pretending to be wise
But your tongue feels just like mine
Lemonade Stand
Verse 1
You would've beat that guy to death
If no one stopped you
You should've hung with me instead
That night, I wish we
Had met when we were little kids
We could've run a lemonade stand
Squeeze the lemons all by hand
We could've run a lemonade stand
Chorus 1
Always dreaming of us running a lemonade stand
Talking profits, painting signs after sunset
Always dreaming of us running a lemonade stand
Sneaking out after dark to the swingset
Lemonade stand!
Bridge 1
But it's all hands up, hands up
Hands up, hands up, guard your face
Square up, learn to hold your space
Hands up, hands up, guard your face
Verse 2
Your bleeding heart that never rests
Choked up and venting
We should go stargazing instead
Tonight, pretending
We were best friends as little kids
Killing time at our lemonade stand
Bright summer days, no other plans
Just chilling at our lemonade stand
Chorus 2
Always dreaming of us running a lemonade stand
Talking profits, painting signs after sunset
Always dreaming of us running a lemonade stand
Sneaking out after dark to the swingset
Switch it up!
Always dreaming of us running a lemonade stand
Talking profits, painting signs after sunset
Always dreaming of us running a lemonade stand
Sneaking out after dark to the swingset
Lemonade stand!
Bridge 2
But it's all hands up, hands up
Hands up, hands up, guard your face
Square up, learn to hold your space
Step back, mind your fucking place
Hands up, hands up, guard your face
Next Try
Verse 1
Wake up everyday
Jaw sore from clenching
Check my reflection
Looking fucking fantastic
Everything you've ever wanted
Won't let yourself have it
Got a self-loathing habit
Chorus 1
Say you'll come around next try
There won't be another time
Promise you'll come around next try
I promise this is goodbye
Verse 2
I'm starring in your wettest dreams
You're begging for a bite of me
Feel my absence in your bed, baby
Bridge
Make me perfect
It hurts, I want it
Mold me, change me
Devastate me
Chorus 2
Say you'll come around next try
There won't be another time
Promise you'll come around next try
I promise this is goodbye
Say you'll come around next try
There won't be another time
Promise you'll come around next try
I promise this is goodbye
Wingman
Verse 1
The saddest thing about me
Is I'd follow you anywhere
I'd swim across poisoned seas
Just to catch a glimpse of you there
The most annoying thing about you
Is you wouldn't notice me
Swim the ocean, you saw someone else who is funny and gorgeous and not one bit like me
The most pathetic thing about me
Is I'd spend every night
Sleeping in front of your door with a knife, I'd scare away all of the monsters so you're not afraid
The worst thing about you
Is you wouldn't care that
I slept on threshold of your home to keep you safe from all the demons you conjure when I'm not there
Chorus 1
But I
I'm your
I'm your wing
I'm your wingman
I'm your wingman
Verse 2
The coolest thing about me
Is that I could convince any girl at this party in ten minutes talking the only guy they should go home with tonight is you
The worst thing about me
Is that I will persuade them to go fuck you upstairs while I'm sitting down here wondering why the only one you don't want is me
That's just the tragedy
To you I'll never be more
Than the girl who helps you score
I'm not charming like all the girls you adore
Chorus
But I
I'm your
I'm your wing
I'm your wingman
I'm your wingman
Verse 3
One creepy thing about me
Is I imagine you coming into my room whenever I have nightmares, you get in the covers to hold me tight so I sleep
Another line I cross
Is looking for danger ‘cause I know if I were ever in real trouble you'd feel obligated to come bail me out
It's this risky thing I do
Where I'm so self destructive
But I stay within reach
So maybe you'll save me from me
Chorus
But I
I'm your
I'm your wing
I'm your wingman
I'm your wingman
Wingman
Wingman
I'm your wingman
Wingman
Wingman
I'm your wingman
Leash Out
Verse 1
My white-flag box is full of knives
I keep grasping for mercy
And emerging bloody
My forgiveness will be withheld
Contained in the last handful of dirt
Sealing you in the cold, hard ground
Chorus
Get angry
Do something
Lash out
I’m hungry
I’m waiting
Leash out
(x2)
Verse 2
I’m always honey in your hands
I never stood a goddamn chance
You claim I lack self-preservation
Then of my fears you carve yourself invitations
Chorus
Get angry
Do something
Lash out
I’m hungry
I’m waiting
Leash out
(x2)
Bridge
Masochistic men
Masochistic men
Can’t count on broken hands
All the blows I’ve taken for
Masochistic men
Masochistic men
Can’t count on broken hands
All the blows I’ve taken for
Masochistic men (together)
Masochistic men
Can’t count on broken hands
All the blows I’ve taken for
Chorus
Get angry
Do something
Lash out
I’m hungry
I’m waiting
Leash out
(x2)
Outro
Get angry
Do something
Lash out
I’m hungry
I’m hungry
Spare the Night
Verse 1
I think I’m getting tired
Of always being right
I’ll point that out to you
To start another fight
I’ll let you pick the bar
So I’m free to complain
Then I’ll pout at the table
I think you think I’m lame
You brought your Tinder date
You’re hoping to get laid
I’ll be a bitch to her
I’m acting super fake
Chorus
Give me back the twenty dollars
I lent you to pay your cover
I’m so sick of hanging out with
You’ve got all your dumbass friends
Gathered around to play pretend
They’ll say you’re cool, well I can see
The way you keep shifting around
Can’t find a corner to calm down
Spare the night, say you’re alright
Verse 2
I’ll keep ignoring phonecalls
Until I make my point
I’ll post an Insta story
To make another point
I’ll send you long-ass texts
Refuse to read replies
If I just keep on talking
I keep on being right
Chorus
Give me back the twenty dollars
I lent you to pay your cover
I’m so sick of hanging out with
You’ve got all your dumbass friends
Gathered around to play pretend
They’ll say you’re cool, well I can see
The way you keep shifting around
Can’t find a corner to calm down
Spare the night, say you’re alright
Bridge
Say you’re alright
I hate when you’re right
Say you’re alright
You’re alright
I hate that you’re right
Chorus
Give me back the twenty dollars
I lent you to pay your cover
I’m so sick of hanging out with
You’ve got all your dumbass friends
Gathered around to play pretend
They’ll say you’re cool, well I can see
The way you keep shifting around
Can’t find a corner to calm down
Spare the night, say you’re alright
Growing Pains
Verse 1
And it's easy
When you know how it's done
To be happy-go-lucky, be somebody fun
I'm so draining
I think you should run
If you started all over, you'd have better luck
Chorus 1
It’s just growing pains
I’m stretching my legs
Nothing’s the same
It’s just growing pains
Verse 2
And it's messy
To truly be loved
To have people around when you're coming undone
You're so damaged
But you're learning to trust
Step outside with a smoke just to fill up your lungs
Chorus 2
It’s just growing pains
I’m stretching my legs
Nothing’s the same
It’s just growing pains
I’m stretching my legs
My dad calls them growing pains
But nothing’s the same
Bridge
I keep having these dreams…
Chorus 3
It’s just growing pains
I’m stretching my legs
Nothing’s the same
It’s just growing pains
Refrain
It’s just growing pains
It’s just growing pains
It’s just growing pains
It’s just growing pains
Outro
I’m stretching my legs
And nothing’s the same
It’s just growing pains